staring at the flickering mess,of pain and misery.daring to escape the facts,hoping for the reverie.swimming in a drowning flood,of uncertain wishes.eating up the fears and woes,of all the hits and misses.dancing at the mighty force,that pushes the soul within.impatient for the wind to come,to have a new beginning.
ok this sucks... housework sucks!my maid just went back for 2 weeks and now im stuck doing her work... urgh!!! i have to wash the clothes, clean the floor, iron the clothes, cook for my brother and myself, and pack the house when it gets messy... damn!so far, my cooking is edible... i made crepes, and salmon, and mushroom sauce, and tomato stew, and potato salad, and... i can't remember... but yay... at least i know i can cook, im not that bad la... right? i hope so...i miss my friends, and if u haven't noticed, all my recent testimonials on friendster have the phrase 'i miss u' on them... sometimes i think im getting myself too affected with other people's businesses... that's why i think im getting the after-effects of being a busy-body, sigh... i was just trying to be nice...im growing into a shoppaholic monster... the bangkok trip just sparked off this obsession in me... im getting greedy for clothes all the time! i have urges to wanna go down to town and grab whatever i like... but 'thankfully' i don't have the means to pay for them, so my condition is kept under control, for now that is!i haven't saved enough money for my little business at pandora's box yet... sigh... too many things to pay for... guess i'll just take it slow, when sch starts, i'll save more and maybe do it next yr instead... for now, its christmas that i wanna save for! i wanna give as many people presents as possible! i just love that look on their faces when they recieve a present, makes me really happy... just my appreciation guys... i would never be who i am today without these people called: friends! :)God bless!
dancing in fear, hoping for regret,kicking hope away,wishing to fret.hopping in misery,jumping for pain,pushing your luck,so much to gain.trying to fail,happy for sadness,refusing help,this is plain madness!
winter on a summer day,on a dark sunny afternoon.falling down while rising up,and seeing a purple moon.silly games that are sad,and water that is dry.a long string that is short,a joke that made u cry.
i picked the flowers from the ruins,to see u hide in fear.i hold your hand and tell u that,i will be right here.let them pass by like shadows,cos darkness invites day.when dawn breaks i hope you'll smile,and everything will be okay.till the raindrops break the river,i will never leave you alone.till the earth breaks down and cry,our friendship's carved down on a stone.till the trees bend down in sadness,never let your heart give in,till the wind fails to blow again,trying never was a sin.
oh man, its been a long long time since i've updated! ok here goes...i've been shopping in bangkok!!! whee... a whole long week there! it was bargaining and more bargaining... i spent a cow there and ate like a pig! i shopped like mad, as if that was the last shopping trip i was gonna have, i literally bought everything i saw!!! but then, its all quite worth it cos whatever you see here in far east plaza are all from bangkok... so why spend $20 on a shirt when i can get it for $4! yeah im serious... i bought like 20 shirts and 5 skirts and 4 belts and 2 pairs of jeans and 1 pair of shoes and a lot of cheap... underwear!!! they're all so pretty... haha...last sat, peter and i went over to liz's place to cook our own lunch... how interesting! but yeah, we had pasta and bacon, with salmon and lamb... and brownie and ice-cream for dessert... yum!!!then yesterday, i went sentosa with jean! hoping only to tan a little and spent time talking nonsense with her... but i ended up burnt and crusty... anyone want a bite of me? think im a crispy chip now... but what's important... is that i had great fun!!! wheeeeeee...
