feebee got a job.

im gonna be filthy rich.

i'll be so rich that i'll buy diamonds to throw at you.

someday.

perhaps.

i'll be filthy rich.

scars, deeply etched,
memories of the past.
reminders for today,
happiness that never lasts.

bruises, from the fall,
the fun and laughter.
fades away with time,
it could've been better.

i went to pulau ubin to cycle with my classmates on tuesday.

it was dangerous.

had fun.

tired.

a visit to ah mei's.

a coffee place in the middle of paragon basement. swell. interesting old coffee shop setting.

Jaime's vomit. no, its her stirred and messed up soft-boiled eggs. yuck. but we like it anyway... old coffee shop style, nostalgic.

teh-peng. swell.

you dont know me anymore,
i've told a dreadful lie.
you never really cared for me,
you even made me cry.

thanks for all the happy times,
im sorry it had to end.
a little prayer i say to bed,
that i'll still be your friend.

i love you God.

valentines

phoebe loves peter.

period

if i told you i was happy,
i would be telling a truthful lie.
if i told you i felt safe,
before you, i would cry.

if love can make me happy,
then i'll be forever sad.
if money could buy happiness,
i'll be really glad.

sushi in my bag.


It was a horrible morning. having only 3hrs of sleep the night before. horrid. so i did work in school from 8am till 3pm. sigh. and went to town to bum around with peter. couldnt decide what to eat. anyway. did you know that peter is horrid? yea peter is horrid. ok so after thinking forever and walking round and round orchard, we decided to have lunch at sakae sushi. sushi buffet! bad idea.

peter kept ordering salmon sushi. i kept eating fried tofu. i liked my tofu. peter was bad. did you know that peter is horrid? yea peter is horrid. he only ate his salmon. and mind you, its raw. ew. raw. yea and where did the rest of the sushi go? the rice? yea in my bag. very nice peter. very nice. and now my bag smells fishy. did you know that peter is horrid? yea peter is horrid.

walked around somemore. bummed around. met khai and teresa. caught up with them a little. khai is crazy. really. crazy. teresa laughs at anything and everything. shes funny. had a drink at nydc after. hmm. i suppose i had fun yesterday.

jaime.


jaime's my best friend in class. my best friend in np. woots. we've been friends since the start of school. jaime's fun to hang around with. she's really nice to me. she's really funny. and we can talk nonsense all day. we like to comment on 'dope' stuff. which i never really understand but yea. DOPE. we built the gangrene gang empire together. i eat the chocolates while she rattles on about how fat that'll make me. she's not any better anyway. swell.

this entry is freaking random.

ok with all the tweedle and dee dum, peter's back.

honestly, i dunno what tweedle and dee dum is. it just popped up in my head.

you dont need to know about CNY cos there really isnt anything worth knowing... well other than me gaining weight from all the bak kwa. urgh. horrible you are phoebe.

yea, everythings great. im happy :)

last friday, after school, met peter for lunch at pizza walker at wisma atria. as usual, peter ordered everything on the menu (that means a pasta and a pizza) and wine (2 glasses of water). We ate till we almost died (very full) and had to throw away everything (pack the rest of the uneaten pizza). after lunch, we bummed around. visited margy, whos working at hello singtel. she really hates it there cos she has to entertain irritatingly stupid people everyday. we stood there for a while and spinned the turning thing on the table for 5mins, then we decided that we should leave margy to her job and left. walked some more to spinelli at heeren. got some coffee, met one of peters genting girls, jean, who came down with 3 other friends for a few days. funny people. really funny people. jean kept grabbing me, stroking me, holding my hand, cos she claims that im her first singaporean friend. haha. funny girl. then peter and i bummed around with them. walked around. bummed around. went to millenia walk for candy empire. bad place. cos everythings so good. then ended up at raffles city, both peter and i had water while the girls had Out of the Pan for dinner. good food. but while peter had dinner date with his classmates, my momma and papa were waiting for me at home. end of friday.

sat was bad. cos i had to be in sch for research with my partner for an assignment. argh. and it took forever. didnt wanna go home. called peter out to bum around. peter woke up from sleep the night before (that means afternoon nap) and came to town for dinner with me. subway. then bummed around some more. met liying and eileen and mr leong and this other woman (a new teacher in cjc) and talked some crap (cos i didnt know what to say. i mean what do you say to people you knew from 2 yrs ago and now you meet them?) everyone seems happy. and suspicious. eileens first question was 'are you two together?' hah. no way. and liying had to back up saying 'yea, you two always together!' people. peter and i are just bumming buddies and horridly good friends. saw the chingay people get wet in the rain. laughed a little. peter laughed a lot. then we visited margy at hello singtel again. talked a little more. had to leave. then peter suggested walking to ps cos we couldnt take bus from anywhere in town. got caught in a big human jam at centre point. horrid. the walkway was a two-way path, and you're suppose to walk in single-file cos there's only enough space for two people to move. the people there were really dumb. walked to ps. had drinks (milkshake are mosburger) headed home. full. very full.

yiens coming back tmr. peters starting work on wed. last day of sch is on the 18th. woots. dope. coolness.