whee... its a few more mins to my birthday...

my parents just gave my a new mobile! and daddy just gave my $50 for tmr's outing! whee...
i can't believe i finally turned 18... i wished for that a million years ago... yet... i wish i was still 16 today. so many things have happened and so many new responsibility i have to take now... yet, its a whole new beginning and i am somehow still... Happy! :)

im just thankful to God, that after this whole year of my unstable faith in him, he still loves me for who i am... i realised that i really love my family... this whole school vacation made me realise that i don't hate my parents, that i don't hate my brother... this few weeks, we've been happy together and i love that feeling! i guess i have matured from that silly teenager stage where parents are your worst enemies... and brothers are assholes!haha...

i love my friends a whole lot! thank you all for making me happy... i never hold grudges, and i never care for what u all did in the past... for now... you guys mean the world to me! especially u lizzie! i love u the way u are... you're my bestest friend, the best i can ever ask for... thanks for being such a darling all these years...

of cos not forgetting my other babes: yien, mari, jean, gerri, peter... if not for your company... i would never know the meaning of FUN! wheee...

God bless u guys... :)