i went to Church of St Mary of the Angels today. it was pretty cool. i like the place, just that Jesus looked a little erm... unfamiliar. i've not guts to describe him here. if you are really itching to find out, just go to St Mary's.

the people in St Mary's are really interesting. i was just observing the deaf/dumb group who were hand signaling the songs since they couldnt sing it out. i was impressed. really, for someone who either cant hear or speak, and to have faith is impressive. i have no idea what i would be like if i lost any one of my senses, probably blaming God for being so mean to me. yet these people smiled now and then while hand signaling the songs, while i tried my best with the unfamiliar tune and words. now and then i still have my doubts. i just didnt know what to think of myself. i was quite disappointed with myself.

i really wonder what life would be like after i get baptised and become a catholic.