i figured that there's a curse on first semesters. i just never seem to do that well. actually i wonder if i even want to do well. you see, if i do well, then i'll have to keep up with the expectations that i'll continue to do well. and if i happen to not do well, everyone will be disappointed. you get me? okay, nvm if you got confused, cos i did.

yea so i got my first "A" for a module after 3 semesters of mass com. and why am i not the least bit thrilled? cos i got a double "D+" for 2 other modules. what was i thinking? actually, im happy i passed. God has been too kind to me. not that i wished i had failed. but i wouldnt be too surprised if i failed a module or two.

but yea, that whole semester was a rollar coaster. i enjoyed it as much as i hated it. actually, i dont think i hated it. i dreaded it. but actually, i didnt dread going to school. i love school. i love seeing lots and lots of people, especially observing their weird actions.

perhaps next semester would be a more enjoyable ride. for now, i cant wait for the shopping trip to bangkok! whee...