expectations

i expect many things to happen this way, like i expect it to be.

and when things don't turn out this way, i get disappointed - i think that's how my parents are feeling. and it sucks.

it sucks not knowing what to do because whatever i do is never good enough.

so don't expect too much. because anything worse than making anyone upset is making someone disappointed, especially if that someone happens to be your mom or dad.

and i expect them to be disappointed about now.