i've been keeping something for weeks. its finally gonna be over this evening! and i know it'll be hell of a time. when she finds out, she'll be on top of the world. She doesn't know anything about this. She is sad. She thinks that she's left all alone.

I've been a terrible friend.

she cried. she was upset. she is still upset. i left her alone when she needed me. im sorry. i really love u. i should have given u more. i hate to see u go, but i know you'll be happier there. we'll always have each other.

God bless.