Simple in virture, steadfast in duty. we actually grew up together with that 'motto' in our heads, and dressed in smart white blouses and blue pinafores. playing silly games that only made sense to us. and our 'dares' to each other... we would raise our hands behind the teacher's back, or mimic her awful voice. we would scribble nonsense on our lit textbooks and doodle on each other's notebooks. i still have mine. i would wait everyday at the field during assembly and hope that you would arrive soon, cos we were always partners and i hated being alone. i remember how lonely and upset i would be whenever u skipped school. i still remember our jokes about our Amaths teacher and the way we would imitate the way he spoke, we were simply thrilled! its been 10 long but lovely years. we had fun.
i was afraid that it'll be over after grad night that year, since u were talking about your plans for NZ. thankfully, u stayed. though we got posted into different colleges, but we were just as close. the first few weeks of college was hard though. it felt really empty without u by my side. but i soon got used to it, since we still meet up after school, almost everyweek. we had less time together, but we still cared a lot for each other. you knew everything about my friends and i knew everything about yours. it didn't matter that we were both in different schools, we almost lived in each other's world. i could tell what u were thinking about, even though u like to keep things to yourself. i hope i was there for u when u needed me. cos u were there for me when i needed u. it was a long year. and i screwed it up, while u went on to second year. things changed for the both of us, but we still met up often. i got into mass com, you were busy with year2. and finally, you broke the news. i didn't know what to think. i didn't know if i wanted to be sad, or be happy, or just not think about it. but i couldn't not think about it. it was all about you and me and our friendship.
now i know what i want. i don't want you to go. but i want you to be happy. i'll let go of u. i hope you'll be happy. cos i love u. always. thank you lizzie! :)
i was afraid that it'll be over after grad night that year, since u were talking about your plans for NZ. thankfully, u stayed. though we got posted into different colleges, but we were just as close. the first few weeks of college was hard though. it felt really empty without u by my side. but i soon got used to it, since we still meet up after school, almost everyweek. we had less time together, but we still cared a lot for each other. you knew everything about my friends and i knew everything about yours. it didn't matter that we were both in different schools, we almost lived in each other's world. i could tell what u were thinking about, even though u like to keep things to yourself. i hope i was there for u when u needed me. cos u were there for me when i needed u. it was a long year. and i screwed it up, while u went on to second year. things changed for the both of us, but we still met up often. i got into mass com, you were busy with year2. and finally, you broke the news. i didn't know what to think. i didn't know if i wanted to be sad, or be happy, or just not think about it. but i couldn't not think about it. it was all about you and me and our friendship.
now i know what i want. i don't want you to go. but i want you to be happy. i'll let go of u. i hope you'll be happy. cos i love u. always. thank you lizzie! :)
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