first PR tutorial.

Ms Ang: 'okay everyone, you each have to tell me 3 things. your name in full, according to the name-list, followed by how you want me to address you, and lastly, tell me what you want to be when you grow up.'

and i was thinking: 'this is going to be real hard. shall i say something stupid or shall i be honest? argh, just say whatever comes to my head.'

so all the people before me said stuff like 'i wanna be a journalist, write articles, do radio, tv, marketing.'

and i was thinking: 'argh, and i dont even know if i'll even make it in the media industry!'

when it came to vanessa's turn: 'i wanna be a tai-tai'

and i was thinking: 'damn, i wanted to say that! now because she said it and the class already laughed at it, its going to be so stupid to say it again. and oh argh! its my turn!!!'

and i finally said: 'i wanna be a fashion designer'

Ms Ang: 'hmm.' (and she thought for a long time, with this funny look on her face which i took as a bad sigh) 'and why aren't you studying design then?'

me: 'cos my parents wouldn't let me, they think that there aren't much opportunities here.'

Ms Ang: 'hmm. but right now, it seems as if it isn't that difficult to make it here anymore. oh i shall not insult your parents or go against their ideas. okay, next!'

i felt my face turn red. it always happens whenever i think that im saying something stupid. but saying that i wanted to be a fashion designer just happened. it was the first thing that came into my head. was i being honest? i've not idea. but you know how they say that the first thing that comes to your head is probably what you really want. oh this is such a headache.

then the next day i met glen on the bus, on the way to school, and he asked me if i really wanted to be a fashion designer. i said 'yes', and i think i really meant it. but honestly, i've no idea what's going to happen after i finish mass com, let's just wait and see.

oh i dont even know why i came up with this post.