ok, i'll admit it to u guys. im upset. i know i am upset. at least now i know. i've probably been trying to psycho myself that i am perfectly fine, but i think i really am upset. too many things happened at the same time and i think that's why i decided to shut myself out from everything else that's happening. but thanks peter, yien and mari. thanks for being there for me when i really needed you guys. even though i kept saying i was ok, you guys knew that i needed company and stayed by my side. i really appreciate it.

it was thursday and after school, i was really feeling it. thanks yien, for keeping me company. we had great subway and a walk around the esplanade. beautiful place for a chill. i really felt better. thanks for being there when i really need you. :)

Then came friday, i didn't wanna be alone again. Peter suggested that we go out. so i got yien along and we had yummy sandwiches at corduroy and finch. i was really quiet. i really didn't know what to say, so i just decided to listen to the both of you talk about everything else... then you guys had to pause and stare at me. so i had to blurt out something, which explains why half of whatever i said didn't make sense! sorry guys, i was horrible company.

and after lunch, i was undecided. part of me was lethargic and wanted to rest, yet i wanted company. i hated being alone. so yien suggested we chill at her place. thanks babe. so peter and i went over to yien's place for x.box! wow, i actually played halo2 and peter killed me like all the time. the only time i killed him was when i snatched his handset away. but i had fun guys. thanks. :)